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when my mum showed me this proudly, i was shocked.. and said : " what a blind photographer...." hahahhahahaha
The lady in the pic, my sis, man wei, 22 years old. She is attached and going to marry this year. all the best.. but.. i still cant understand what that photographer chose her .. Jb city square no more leng lui jor?
but anyway, congratulations la sis.. :P
er.. how long i have not been home again? yes, no doubt, i forgot too... aiks me.. :P
i started my trip around 3.00am.. then i called my mum around
5.35am : " ji ma hui moon, ji ma hui moon" hehehe... yes. i speed again.. 170km/ per hour.. :P i definitely know it is very dangerous, but midnight mar... no many cars.. so.. aiyo.. somemore i never kena any samam even i speeding so long jor.. hahahahahaha......
but it was so happy when i saw my mum and dad standing outside and waiting me.. they always welcome with a warming smile. I put down my things and went into my sis's room. ( it's suppose to be mine and her sharing one ler.. T_T.. since i came kl.. she moved out all my things and make the room become hers!! ) i shaked her and scream: " ng man wei!!!!!!!" :P ( yes, i am really guai lan.. la la la la la) she so angry me.. woke her up in such early time. hahaha
i look at this picture.. i remember my sis and me always laugh my mum why married to a black man? like snow white marry to bao qing tian.. lolzz...
my mum quite ok when young ger.. my dad also slim that time. but, after so many yrs.. their looks totally changed.......
oh ya ya ya ya ya~~ this shop sells very delicious wan tan mee... i have been eating it from 3 years old until now. lolzz.. i always think that here is the best wan tan mee shop i ever visited. it located at Block 20 , Taman Ungku Tun Aminah, Skudai, Johor. Just beside the main road, so can find it easily... :) if i am no remember wrong, they make the mee themselves but no order from mee supplier, so the mee so QQ one.. very nice... must try must try!!
my mum chose chicken feet mee~~ my favourite too
today i tried dumpling mee, big one somemore.. hahahaa, er, i finished it at the end. ^^
yummy yummy!!
er, my mum met her friends.. I dunno what she was talking, made a funny face and her friends laughed too. But she really got a lot of friends one.. friendly mar~~ ( erm.. old folks nothing to do , like to gossip together mar~ :P )
New year coming soon , everyone is
busy preparing for it and we can see a lot of nian gao and fa gao sold now. =)
see the pineapple, why we wan hang pineapple ler? because we think that Ong lai Ong lai mar~~ ( pineapple hokkien ) , means good fortune and lucky come !! ^^
There were some shops at Block 20 downstairs.. can see many people at small pasar pagi. =)
to be continued...........
finally, another two more days. Ox year is coming. ^^
actually i dun really like new year, because i always have to spend a lot of money during new year. T_T . But this year i am so happy, i hope i am @home now already. My mum keep asking me go back earlier so we can go shopping together. hahahahaha.. she just like waiting her boyfriend now. lalala~
this year, hope everything will be fine. i wan control myself too. no matter how i angry, also cannot throw temper easily.... my bad temper mess up many things in the past.. T_T. And also, i'm learning how to forgive those who bully me but no curse them back.. :P Buddha told me cannot be like that, must be kind and friendly all the time. cannot curse ppl, no good.. em.. ya.. i will be good, won't be so guai pi anymore.. :P
anyway, preparing my things now, going to drive back home soon.. i heard this year is not really good for those who born in ox year.. so i won't speed.. er.. speed little enough.. less than 120km okie? so all my friends, don't worry about me, i will be ok.. happy new year~~~~
今天外出，遇到一位很久没有见的女友。但是不知道是喜是悲。她告诉我她和男友分手了。。
因为他的太太带着两个孩子，在她面前自杀。。她崩溃，久久不能自己，也根本没有办法原谅。。 最后。。她还是退出这纠缠多时的三角恋。席间，她问我还好吗? 我一时不知怎么回答，她一时口快，道出其实以前我的他根本没有孩子，那天我看到的小孩，也是他们夫妇暂时代哥哥顾的而已。
爱情，真的很可悲。不是吗？为了让第三者知难而退，用这样的谎言来保住自己的婚姻。。 我不知道对他们而言是值得还是不值得，但是这样。。 好过吗？我不会怨恨。。 毕竟时过境迁，没有必要再去追究谁是谁非。毕竟爱情里头真的没有对错而言。。。真的没有关系。。虽然我曾经那么痛苦怨恨过，但是说真的，今天才知道真相的我，真的觉得。。 我曾经那样伤害过一个女人。。。如果真的可以，我很想跟她好好说对不起。。 虽然这样做，并不能补偿她曾经有的痛。。
无论如何。。 过去已让它过去。。 我们都好好过，我们都要幸福。。 不要再懊悔。。。
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because something happened, i have to write my new wishlist again. hehe
1. back to school and able to handle all problems that i will meet.. it has been really long time no studying for me.. aiyo.. probably i will be worse than those secondary fresh graduate... aiks..
2.new house, new car, new bed, new furniture, new ps3, new office table.. god, give me some money please...
3. go jogging twice a week since i going to move a new place nearby a park
4. quit my bad habits and start treating myself nicely
5. now i learn how to stand in fornt of mirror every morning and start the day with a smile. =)
i want to be a happy woman again. like sunshine to warm your heart. =P
6. be good to my parents..
7. study hard and get the degree back with flying colour result. hahahahaahaa
8. improve my English, especially the grammer and pronunciation.
9. love those who love me and support me. ^^ thank you all for being supportive..
what made me suddenly changed my mind and life? because a strength from someone pushed me to do the things i really want.. that person asked me a question, where i am... i dunno how to answer him. but this sentence keep reminding me in my mind.. the next day morning, i woke up and looking out windows.. asking myself, is this the life u wish? i think it deeply...
i took out those brochures i keep inside the drawer since long time ago..
i really there was 3 men in my life told me that , they hope i can be better, and they hope i can fulfill my dream, have further studies.
One of them even taught me English and forced me to read English magazines, English books. He claimed he can help me to improve my English within a year and able to speak fluently like him. Although he left me at the end, but, i can't forget the moment when he said this, " Denise, i hope i can save you..."
lolzz... how pitiful i am when a guy told me that, seems nobody can really understand my feeling..
i gave up my further studies because someone caused a serious mistakes when the time i supposed to enter university. i had no choice but give up and work to earn money and tried hard to solve every problems. i angry i felt bad i blamed everything on them, thinking that they were the one who turn me into this messy life. But, since everything has been solved and past.. why shdn't i change and get what i want now? i should put down everything and do something for myself start from now! i wasted too much times on somebody else in the past.. i don't want to live with regrets anymore...
yesterday i called back home, and told my mum i decided back to school again.. my mum agreed with me and said she will help me when i need.. she even cried out and said.. it's not too late yet to do the things that i always wanted... i'm glad... my friends support me too.. some of them even told me to pay them tuition fees if i dunno how to do assignments and projects.. lolz.. yea. he was right, it's really a big price if we want to simplify our life and start anew life and it's really no easy for me too. But, this time, i really wan to cheer myself up but no more dissappointment.. i will do my best..
god bless me .. mum, i am guilty that i alwaya blame our family and made you feel bad too..i am learning to love you all again.. i will be good again, like your long lost obedient daughter again.... trust me..i can do it..
