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That day i met him.. too long nv meet, so .. it is quite.. undescribable feeling...
we talked.. and had some drink.. suddenly he told me that he actually miss me so much..
i couldn't control my tears, i do miss him so much too. but both of us understand , past is past, there is nothing we can do anymore.. but thanks, because at least i can miss someone i love deeply when i alone.. because of him, i changed a lot. At least i got the guts to have my further studies again.. and i want to prove him i really can do it well..
Quite busy recently.. just attended a wedding dinner and a birthday party..
and this coming saturday i will attend a wedding dinner too.. in the early morning i have to be one of "buddies" and go to bride's home with gown, my dude. i will share the photos of that day here next week then..
Sometime i found i am quite bad also.. i never care about ppl feelings and what they think and need, i just dun wan ppl expect everything from me, i will give if i willing to, but i definitely wun if i dun. Don't force! So, even someone think that i am bossy and over-protective, never have more feelings than a friend on him, so what...? since we are not suitable , so i won't spend my time anymore on him even to be a friend, because i really don't change myself to suit everyone, it is too tiring. I rather be myself and get someone who can suit me, and i suit them too, the relationship will be much different. Understanding is such important between the connections of human.
And, what he meant that i am bossy because i dun listen to him all the time, i got my pride and my mind, why should i follow him all the time?? since he just someone who wan make me become his but not someone who really comes to me sincerely.. i am not ur doggy okie? i am not that faithful to you. and i won't too. because you should be ashamed as still wan to have flirt with another woman since you're married. You take women as your toys, but i am not stupid and silly. Why should i waste my time on a married man?? want me to be a bad woman and spoil ppl's marridage?? hey, nonsense... impossible... i won't accept to share my man with someone else. So, i won't be a third party also.
So, go ahead, dun need try to show off that who is being together with you now, i dun care at all. I only have someone in my heart, and you dun stand any place at all.. oh ya, i will still say hello to you and smile, no worries, i never let you down so i dun need to avoid you.. but, seriously i feel pity of the woman who being together with you.. what a bad taste they have and have to bear everything of you..
Wow, happy that i can just type out everything on mind here... release my anger!!! yes!!!
